I'm convinced i have BDD.
Body dysmorphic disorder (BDD) is a serious illness when a person is preoccupied with minor or imaginary physical flaws, usually of the skin, hair, and nose. What are the symptoms of BDD?
Being preoccupied with minor or imaginary physical flaws, usually of the skin, hair, and nose, such as acne and scarring, facial lines, marks, moles, pale skin, thinning hair, excessive body hair, large nose, or crooked nose and others.
Having a lot of anxiety and stress about the perceived flaw and spending a lot of time focusing on it, such as frequently picking at skin, excessively checking appearance in a mirror, hiding the imperfection, comparing appearance with others, excessively grooming, seeking reassurance from others about how they look, and getting cosmetic surgery.
I basically worry about all of this.
To me everytime i look in the mirror i see this disgusting person starring back at me and i hate it.
I went all through school having no confidence in my apearance and not being able to socialise with other properly. I was convinced everyone was looking at me. And now when people do look at me.. e.g in the shopping centre i'll start swearing at them like "WTF you lookin' at? What! WTF Dya Want? Yeah Bitch keep walking" I wont leave the house until my hair is perfect either. I've also just realised that i'm not going anywhere tommorow and i've straightened my hair twice now because it's not straight enough. I'll also wake up at 4 in the morning knowing i have to go back to sleep but i'll get up and do my hair..
My skin is pale, My nose i think is too big.. my head is too big my hips are too wide. I can go on forever on how much i hate about myself. It makes me sick from worry that i've actually missed school and other occasions. I've had surgery to get rid of a mole that i didnt like aswell now i have a scar to obsess over.
Many of you will think this is for attention or just say.. No one likes themself completely everyone has things they hate.. Well shut up thats not the way to look at it. This ruins my life it already has and being super skinny doesn't help either..
I just wanna know what you lot really think of me.. the first thing that comes into your heads..
I want you to tell me who i am.
Thankyou.
HannahHEARTBREAK
I basically worry about all of this.
To me everytime i look in the mirror i see this disgusting person starring back at me and i hate it.
I went all through school having no confidence in my apearance and not being able to socialise with other properly. I was convinced everyone was looking at me. And now when people do look at me.. e.g in the shopping centre i'll start swearing at them like "WTF you lookin' at? What! WTF Dya Want? Yeah Bitch keep walking" I wont leave the house until my hair is perfect either. I've also just realised that i'm not going anywhere tommorow and i've straightened my hair twice now because it's not straight enough. I'll also wake up at 4 in the morning knowing i have to go back to sleep but i'll get up and do my hair..
My skin is pale, My nose i think is too big.. my head is too big my hips are too wide. I can go on forever on how much i hate about myself. It makes me sick from worry that i've actually missed school and other occasions. I've had surgery to get rid of a mole that i didnt like aswell now i have a scar to obsess over.
Many of you will think this is for attention or just say.. No one likes themself completely everyone has things they hate.. Well shut up thats not the way to look at it. This ruins my life it already has and being super skinny doesn't help either..
I just wanna know what you lot really think of me.. the first thing that comes into your heads..
I want you to tell me who i am.
Thankyou.
HannahHEARTBREAK
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but ure pretty Ö a little skinny, but absolutely love the looks :) nobody's perfect hunny. muah.
I am curious...do the "experts" know what causes people to have BDD? As far as being skinny, are you doing anything to make yourself that way or just that way naturally? I hope you don't mind me asking questions. I just want to understand completely what you are going through.
They don't really know i think mines from the environment. Your life experiences and culture may contribute to body dysmorphic disorder, especially if they involve negative experiences about your body or self-image. yes i am naturally skinny and always have been...
I have a weight problem. I have hypothyroidism and it's been hard to manage for like 2 years now, so I know what it feels like to be stressed about a weight issue and not have a lot of control over it. People think that skinny people don't have issues with their weight, but sometimes they do. I had a friend who was always trying to gain weight and people would ask her if she was anorexic. I can only imagine how frustrating that was for her.
I wonder if I have this too. I have had issues with my looks since I was young. I had a really hard life. I do a lot of those things listed. Curious, do people with BDD avoid social situations or feel like everyone is staring at them and thinking bad things about them?
i get that i was diagnosd as borderine anorexic.. but that was never fully explained.. and i'm not proper anorexic i don't starve myself all the time and work out alot... but everyone always says are you anorexic your too skinny you need to put on weight.. I cant even if i wanted to which i don't.. my own siser even said it to my mum about me. the other day.. i was like.. if i'm perfect the way i am why do you want me to change.. obv she couldnt answer..
Yeah very paranoid..
I actually have pale skin, ur pree u dont got nothin to worry about. lemme tell ya ive seen noses waaaay bigger than urs. Also, wat todays society thinks isnt as important as wat u think about urself. I used to be and am a bit insecure about myself. but heres the thing, this is me, this is who i am and if someones gunna shove u away because they THINK ur ugly, obviously their not too great of a person now are they? As long as u have people around u that care about u and support u, small, unimportant things like looks shouldnt matter.
Weight is such a major issue to everyone. I get so tired of it. It's such an issue that sometimes I think I am never going to have another boyfriend because it seems like guys only want that perfect body or something. In fact, I haven't dated in like 3 years.
Awh theres always some one for everyone.. :( I found my match already :) He's the one who's helping me with my confidence issues. Have you tried daying online? My mum was really unlucky with love.. then she went online and ended up moving down to devn for the guy now they're engadged.. :) Oh and she's overweight and disabled lol
Thanks Nonali.. But tbh i can't really think like that looks are my everything.. how i feel about myself decided how my life goes.. you dig? lool... Plus reassurance from friends and family doesn't help because i'll just say they're being nice or just lieing to me.. =/ i'm in a lose lose situation.
Oh wow, your mom is like me! =) I am disabled too. I think it's just the town I live in, really. Guys here are so stupid! Online dating...I'm leary of it. I tried this one Christian one and this guy tried to scam me! Frustrating to say the least. I think I need to work on myself, really, so I just accept being alone...for now.
I hate looking in the mirror. I feel like I have a fat face, so when I look in the mirror I get disgusted with myself because I used to be a good weight until I got hypothyroidism. I will take like 100 pics of myself and delete them all because I find every flaw or won't like my expression or w/e and then I feel like a fraud because I will only show people pics of me that show me in my best light.
i gotcha, self assurance is just wat every chik wants. At least u got a bf to tell u how he feels. I got nothin. :/
Don't feel bad.. i'll take a hundred edit them all pic 3 too keep edit some more. and use one. =/ Are you american? Can you only date a christian man?
Nonali you'll find someone. You may have them alreasy and just not know it.. if thats possible :)
AH I JUST REMEMBERED ANOTHER THING I DO.. i think i have a crooked face so everytime i think about it i got to te mirror and measure the distance from my nose to my ears lmao
idk im antisocial. but i do have a stalker that creeps the shit outta me. if thats my only option ill be ok alone. O_O
Yes, I am American. Nah, I don't consider religion unless it interferes with my own spititual beliefs. I have even dated Athiests. As long as someone doesn't try to change me or push their beliefs I am OK with them. =)
Snap i have a stalker :P LOL
thats a gd moral to live by liza
xD
I obsess over my stomach like that. I will avoid wearing certain clothes because they just remind me that I have a big tummy. What's weird is that I lack the ability to say to myself, it's OK you really aren't that big. I mean, I can look at someone who is seriously obese and see that I am not that big, but I still feel huge anyway.
I'm a hard athiest lol.. What are you if not christian? :)
ahhh i'm like that in a way.. i totally understand it.. my mums like that aswell.
Now I want a stalker....everyone else has one.... =P
AHHH I GTG ATM ITS 6AM LMAO MY MUMS GNAH COME IN AND CHECK ON ME SOON LMAO. Thanks you too.. defo carry this on later (Y)
Well, as far as my belief system goes, I don't think I can be labeled. I believe in God. I even talk to him and I hear him talking to me. But I don't act at all like a Christian. I don't bash gays or protest at abortion clinics, stuff like that. I don't even go to church anymore.
lmao u can have my creepy magician stalker x)
you are so prety and lovely
you look so sweet - and I don´t think that you are so skinny (you are thinn but not skinny!) =D
U R SO SWEET I LIKE U
U R SO SWEET AND CUTE AND INNOCENT
Blaaah Hannahh.. Your Perfect In My Eyes, Your Pretty nd Skinny Sumfink I'll Neva Be :P
Lmfao You talk to god? I usually just talk to myself. :L
Stalkers for everyone!
Gee i'm thin not skinny? Better stop eating for a while huh? :S
Yea, I talk to God, but I talk to myself too. haha. Especially when I'm home alone. =D Your weight is just fine. I think people need to stop putting so much emphasis on physical attributes. I prolly would have a better self-image if I wasn't teased so much as a kid.
don´t stop eating - better you eat more... ;-)
Ah look? i should eat more? no one knows how much i can eat already. ¬¬ yeah.. funny though how half the people who tease you doing because they got teased or because they're insecure also.
ur hot i'm srry i just gotta get that out
well kinda u have to look closer to realize some of the little kinks
the first thing that comes to mind when i see your pictures is that i want to be that skinny and have my hair that straight and have those color eyes i envy you.
i swearrr. ure very pretty :)
To be honest, the first thing that comes to my mind, is a beautiful girl with lots of confidence. It takes guts to put pictures online and asking what ppl think about you and i totally respect you for that, if you want to chat more follow me .
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idk, seems like Piczo is not working right...or they have restricted my use here, hahaha...well, I keep going in the comments and saying stuff....but idk, maybe Piczo is just getting worse...I can't navigate through stuff like I used to, but w/e. I just wanted to let you know that I made an account at zooloo.com. I really like it there. username: Liza; site name: brilliantchaos.zooloo.com. Contact me there if you make an account, k?
you are not the hotest
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Hannah,
I think you are a beautiful person, inside and out. I cant tell you how many times I look at myself in the mirror each day and think of how disgusting i look. I am 12 years old, and I think I am ugly. My friends try to convince me Im beautiful , but I have trouble believing them. I know God made me beautiful, but somemthimess I forget. We can help each other, if you want, i can help you. Ya know, give you tips. Thanks.
Gabby Gruesome.
Brandon you are a massive C*nt
hun, I'm 13 and I'm 40 kilos. My legs are like two toothpicks and everyone has to remind me that, but I'm still happy !..Ofcourse, you so should NOT IGNORE ... I suport you and I really hope you will get through this. And please don't think that If I'm 13 I'm a child or things like this 'cause belive me, I have been through a lot of things !..Love x
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i love your look (you got it) your ssooooooooooooo cute -dont think of your self ugly cuz your sooooooooooooooooo not!
YOUR FUCKING HOT
you look good but not the smartest
you're very pretty :]
you look tired and skinny, maybe you should go take a nap....
i think your really pretty, and i would love to have hair like yours!
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scriemi after reading the comment, wait
you look really pretty in all of those pics ........
skipped most of it
when you started talking about that illness thing i didn't even read it. but who cares if you'r skinny? the doctors had to give me these milkshakes to healthly fatten. plz go on my blog xxemilyxx2hot
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hey thebrandon21 you are so funny!
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I'm 12 and way 42 kilos and but I'm so skinny. I got over all my wories at 10 yes old affter getting surger when I was only half a year old. U just got to love your self for hoo you are and stuff the people that hate you. I used to worry my whole days about my scares on my face from sugery and my nose is realy bolkky but I don't care. I love my self for hoo I am now and respect what others think of me. You don't have to get fat to look nice you just have to respect your self and that's how you look more beautiful, by thinking that your beautiful, just be confident in your self and leave the past behind. Remeber the future could be somthing totly better so if you need help just ask me in a comment box in my blog pinkskyssilverjournal.piczo.com ;) just love your self